2p!America x Heartbroken! Reader

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"Stay High"  

2P!America x Heartbroken! Reader

It's been weeks since our break up. I can't believe that it would end so horribly. He said he was not good for me. I said otherwise.
Ever since that day, i never genuinely smiled. I forced myself to by drinking and getting high. In truth, drugs and alcohol were not my thing. I would cry myself to sleep at night, and gain migraines.

I can't live without him. I would hug a picture of him and scream out in agony. He left me, with a fractured heart.

Now, i don't care if it was a one-sided love. He was my everything. Now, i'm just a mess.

My apartment looked like a tornado hit it and the red cross never came to clean up the mess. I coughed every once in a while, and my breath smelled of alcohol.

I feel like i'm slowly dying. But, i need to repeat this cycle.

It's the only way to get him out my mind.